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So, I have been struggling for a bit lately in keeping up with things. As usual I’m feeling overwhelmed with things and it’s resulted in me being less active on wordpress again than I would like. The last few months have been amazing for me and I wouldn’t change them for anything, despite a few hiccups along the way. I thought I’d write up this post to let you know what’s been happening and what I have planned so hopefully you’ll want to stick around and keep reading this blog :).
Let me start by saying that September has been an amazing month so far. There’s been an official end, a backdoor permanently installed, if you will, on the horrible mess of ‘bad’ authors I had to deal with. Having been through those experiences I’m happy to report that I’ve not faced another author with such strange mood or attitude again. I think my Respect the Reviewer article on how to find contact and get along with reviewers has really helped in both getting an understanding from authors on how to act with me and it’s helped me in not feeling like a doormat anymore, someone who can be pushed around and yelled at. For many years I’ve suffered low confidence and low self esteem and the last few months have really led to some changes.
A few weeks ago I wrote an article on My Trending Stories (and reposted it here) called Why Blog Can it Save You Life. Now this article has been shared a bit too and is a personal post about me and what blogging has done but just to make it that bit better I’ve now had the post re-published on an amazing site called Project Believe in Yourself or PBIY. This is an amazing website that I urge everyone to check out, just spend a couple of minutes visiting and see if it’s somewhere you’d like to follow and even get involved. It’s all about realizing your true potential and making a difference in the world to other people. Not only has this post been published there (check out the cute penguin!)
but I’ve also been listed as a contributor and been given the honour or putting this badge up on this blog:
I’ve not been the best contributor though as I’ve not yet joined the forum as I’ve promised to do and will be more active in the coming weeks there. Please do check out the site though if you can spare a few minutes (most links open in a new tab).
The Big News…
Now for those of you with keen reading of that post I made you will have noticed I said I have started writing. Well here’s the big news for me for September….I have started writing…a novel!!!
This is bigger news than you can imagine. For years I’ve struggled with my own self confidence. I was a creative person in when I was young but upon entering the secondary school system (age 11+) my who self confidence shattered. Not only did I face problems regarding my isolation as a diabetic (more on that in a future post) but I gained weight and didn’t feel I fitted in which gave me social problems and regular bullying too. However it’s the school teachers who really drove the knife in any personal worth I had and though I thought I was pretty good at art and English (with room for improvement of course) I left school at 16 believing I was worthless, that my creativity sucked and that I would never, ever, ever, EVER be able to write fiction! Not only did I develop a deep hatred for my own work but I truly believed that I couldn’t write, that nobody would ever value any story I wrote and worse, that all my story ideas were stupid because they didn’t fit the ideas that others had.
School was soul destroying and had left a deep wound I thought would never heal. Having spent time firstly on amazon writing reviews (which I still love doing today and hope I’m still providing helpful honest reviews), I then took the plunge and started writing poetry. When that was well received I moved into writing articles on subjects I cared about, this too was well received. After publishing my Respect the Reviewer series of articles (click here for one, two and three). I got my post about contacting reviewers published on several other blogs. It was shared and re-blogged around the web. It’s probably the most viral post I’ve ever had which is amazing considering I thought only a few people would ever be interested in reading it. This alone gave me confidence in my own writing, be it non-fiction. My foray into social media has worked wonders and I’ve met so many wonderful people and have even been ‘pushed’ by some to do more on my blog. I’ve embraced every ‘push’, every challenge that has come my way and I am in such a different place now than I was a year ago.
For those who have read my about page you’ll know I was left shattered after something happened to me. No I’m still not ready to tell you what that was, it’s still too raw, but considering I still didn’t have much confidence in myself and wasn’t even sure if I could review a book well, let alone write one shows just how far I’ve come.
Meeting so many new people, bloggers, writers, readers, etc., plus reading lots of books and reviewing them (which really helps you know how a book works and doesn’t) has started a new phase for me. A phase I am embracing with open arms and that is my own fiction writing. Whether I write something decent or not is something I’ll not be able to answer myself and whether I do and how long it would take to write a novel is again something I just can’t say. But I’ve got a new thrill in doing something I’ve always dreamed of doing. So that’s the big news. I am writing again. Of course the last few days of creative writing have caused me to get all messed up with schedules and things. I have so many things happening that I’m all over the place. Of course I will keep up the book reviewing and poetry which is quite fun and cathartic experience for me :). But I don’t want to lose the buzz and my new found love of writing so I’m currently struggling to find the balance. I WILL get there and sort myself out. I just wanted to let everyone know what’s happening. I’ve wanted to be a novelist since I was 13 and I now think that maybe, just maybe, one day I will be :).
The coming weeks on my blog are going to get more hectic (hence the struggling to make it work) but I’m glad of the extra stuff that I’ll be doing and I hope you’ll want to keep on reading this blog despite my slight absences on wordpress. I will try to keep up with all your blogs but I need a bit of time to sort myself out and with the new writing buzz I don’t want to stop the flow of creativity so I may be late in responding to comments or will be putting out blog posts scheduled again.
So what’s happening?….
I’ve decided to let you know and set some goals. This week – tomorrow!!!- there will be my first ever author interview!!! It’s the first interview or Q&A I’ll be holding (thank you Andrew for pushing me to do this) and I hope you’ll all take a look at my questions and the wonderful answers by the author Darrell Drake. That post will come out early tomorrow (Tuesday 27th). A review of his new release will be up later this week too.
The second thing I plan for October is to get a page on the website of all my appearances on the web. Okay maybe more for myself than anyone else but I thought it would be nice to have a one page where you can go to all the various links if you want to see what other places I’ve guest posted in – turns out it’s a lot! 😮
In November I have a giveaway planned with another coming out December/January. These along with many fun reviews and possible other things in the future are going to make my one year anniversary feel special! 🙂 Not sure which day to celebrate. I ‘officially launched’ my website/blog on 16th December but my first blog post which netted a follower and likes (thanks to tags) was 30th November – which date do you think I should celebrate? Considering it’s also my birthday in November I’d like your input, will I have a celebration close to b-day or about a month apart? 😀
I’ll plan something for my birthday too. Not a giveaway necessarily but something :).
That’s it for now! Hope you can join me for the next two fun filled and happy months! :). Check out tomorrow’s interview and I’ll have some more reviews soon. Who knows, maybe one day I’ll be asking YOU for reviews! 😮
Thank you so much everyone! It’s because of you I’ve gained all my confidence and because of you that I continue to write this blog. I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for you guys and I would never have dared to publish poetry or articles let alone now delve into fiction writing without your continued support. Thank you for every like, share and follow. I really appreciate every one of you who comes here and reads my words. Thank you and I hope you’ll enjoy happymeerkatreviews for a long time 🙂 ❤ .
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